2012 - not a year of unbridled joy, despite Olympics, Royal Jubilee, etc.
2013 - more austerity, fiscal cliff*, and the weather here in dear old Blighty has been unusually foul recently. But alongside all such gloom, there are the patterns of individual lives, hopes, fears, despairs.
You know all the stuff about the 1970s being awful? Well, there was a lot of awfulness about in the 70s (Winter of D, IRA, loon pants...), but that was the decade in which my children were born, I had a really nice job, and it's full of happy memories. My 70s are not the 70s of facile TV soundbites and retrospectives. It had its horrors and terrors, like any decade. How futile is it, to sum up a year, let alone a decade?
The above photo is a wall panel set in a splendid relief mural on the outside of the Bristol Eye Hospital. Here's what it says:
"Disaster and crisis were always advertised,
settlement and tranquility seldom. Only in retrospect could we see things in
their relations. When we passed from the years to the centuries, and from the
centuries to the whole expanse of man’s story – out of chaos into life, from
animal life into humanity, and on into civilization: when we saw man in his
cosmic setting, the latest child of a universe wedded to an eternity, his
thought transcending matter and seeking deity – there was no room for ignoble
despair: rather would our minds be filled with wonder and our hearts with
thankfulness.
1st
Viscount Samuel."
OK, the narrative of constant progress and humanity's forward march is greeted with much well-deserved scepticism these days - what with:
globalwarmingnuclearthreatfoodshortageseconomicfuckupsoverpopulationpriceoffuelglobalpandemicrightwingRepublicans
- fit in your favourite anxiety.
And I don't know how many of us are actively seeking deity - though I think I can see how the phrase might work, even outside religious belief systems.
The first two sentences seem to me incontrovertible. Some analysts argue, or demonstrate, that mankind is getting less violent, that there is better education and healthcare in the developing world than in previous decades, that the frequency of serious crime in the UK is less than it was decades ago. You'd never think so to look at our media.
"Disaster and crisis were always advertised, settlement and tranquility seldom."
But to move beyond millenarian** gloom, we don't have to get drawn into polarising arguments about better or worse. I think we just need to look about our ordinary lives, recognise contentment when we see it, accept the fragility of life itself and therefore its value; let The Balance assert itself, which it will, given half a chance. So take heart for 2013. Things really could be a lot worse. Maybe they will be, for any one of us. But until they are, seize the day!
"There is no room for ignoble despair." It's pointless. And disabling.
So - come what may, Happy New Year!
*good name for a snarly, sarcy rock band?
** not in the strictly Christian sense, more like that general "it's all going belly up, we're doomed, the end of the world is nigh" feeling.
